I try to be really careful when it comes to love. Some of the gents that I meet at Beautiful London escorts have had their hearts broken on many occasions. I don’t want that to happen to me, so I am really careful with permanent relationship. When I think about it, I have not been in a permanent relationship for more than a few months.
Do I run scared? I think that I am actually really not keen to give up my independence. When I come home from London escorts, I would like to have some space. Like most of the other girls, I have my own flat and I like to potter around. Watering the plants on the balcony and perhaps doing some blogging is more important to me than a relationship at the moment. Yes, I do have lovers, but most of the time, it all comes down to one night stands.
One night stands are not the ideal situation, but it works for me for now. It would be nice to have such a thing as a friend with perks as I like to say, but I have not met that guy yet. But, when I stop and think about it, it would be a bit like having a relationship with a guy. If that is not what I want, it is not for me at all. One of the girls at London escorts told me that I have thing about commitment. Yes, that is probably true.
When I have tried to commit to a guy in the past, I have kind of ended up feeling trapped. The end result is always the same. I sort of kick out at them, and we end up having a big row. Normally that is the end of that relationship. It is kind of strange, because I get on with many of my dates at London escorts so well. I like to spend time with them and they are really important in my life. Like I say to the boss, I have a permanent relationship with London escorts, and it works for me.
My mum is really independent and strong, and I think it comes from her. She has not really been into hanging onto one guy. It is almost like she gets bored with a man. For instance, she never married my dad, but she did have a relationship with him because of me. She is a very broad minded lady and is even okay that I work for London escorts. Will I be a bit like her for the rest of my life? I think so, but do you know what, I don’t have a problem with that at all. I rather like it, and I am sure that single mums are great. My dad is also very independent person, and I think that it is in my blood. Marriage is not for me, rather have some fun on one night stands.